Yupe,definitely just a crush. Sigh,no mentioning of me at all in the latest post. Not a glimpse of hope or anything. Just about his clique and his ex. Oh wells,I'm just a normal friend blah blah.
Wait for this crush to past,2 months it will take I suppose. But I do admit the more I know about him,the less I like him. I suppose? I mean,the eagerness to know more about him isn't there anymore. Besides,I can resist replying him. Which is suppose to be a great thing,right? I mean,I used to eagerly like a happy little puppy jump on the phone every time it vibrates.
OH WELLS.
That's just about it. Disappointed. 2 months I would say,like any other crush. March-May-June. Yes,by June. Though we kinda make lots of plans in June. Or is it we or for himself? That's HIS problem. What's we? Well,I know one thing for sure that the time WE are going to spend together is intensive studying. Plus two outing,one is his birthday dinner and another which is to play table tennis. Many times we mentioned 3rd week we would enjoy,take a break. Live bar,clubbing and so on. Bahhh. All that crap. It's just false hope I suppose. Being a stupid taurus is sometimes just plain possesive. He's got his own life man! Who am I? He's not even mine to begin with. Bahhh,crap!
Why am I seriously so unlucky in love? Whoever that I like just doesn't like me back. What IS wrong?
Seriously.
Then it's like,I just wish I could move on. Find someone else who can entertain me or catch my interest. Then maybe he will miss my company,ask me to go back and so on? Kinda crap actually,it's just not possible. It's always,always like this all the time. Would there even be a beginning at all? No. Blah.
Wait for this crush to past,2 months it will take I suppose. But I do admit the more I know about him,the less I like him. I suppose? I mean,the eagerness to know more about him isn't there anymore. Besides,I can resist replying him. Which is suppose to be a great thing,right? I mean,I used to eagerly like a happy little puppy jump on the phone every time it vibrates.
OH WELLS.
That's just about it. Disappointed. 2 months I would say,like any other crush. March-May-June. Yes,by June. Though we kinda make lots of plans in June. Or is it we or for himself? That's HIS problem. What's we? Well,I know one thing for sure that the time WE are going to spend together is intensive studying. Plus two outing,one is his birthday dinner and another which is to play table tennis. Many times we mentioned 3rd week we would enjoy,take a break. Live bar,clubbing and so on. Bahhh. All that crap. It's just false hope I suppose. Being a stupid taurus is sometimes just plain possesive. He's got his own life man! Who am I? He's not even mine to begin with. Bahhh,crap!
Why am I seriously so unlucky in love? Whoever that I like just doesn't like me back. What IS wrong?
Seriously.
Then it's like,I just wish I could move on. Find someone else who can entertain me or catch my interest. Then maybe he will miss my company,ask me to go back and so on? Kinda crap actually,it's just not possible. It's always,always like this all the time. Would there even be a beginning at all? No. Blah.
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