Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Happy 1st month anniversary,my dearest bee

It's 4am in the morning now.

I remember that a month ago,we were having wine by the pool side and talking about our future together. What difference would it make if we get together now or later. After words of assurance,I asked to go to the toilet. You know,not that I really need to but I found myself blushing and feeling awkward. It was just an excuse to hide my growing excitement of what I thought was about to happen.

And as expected,I came back and found you holding your wine glass,standing by the pool. You looked like you are deep in thought. So holding my glass,I walked over and as usual,asked what you are thinking. You gave a smile,and said I knew it. I was afraid and excited,to know what you might be asking next. I didn't dare to ask further more,for the fear or taboo of speaking about it might simply spoil the chances of it coming true.

So here goes.
You said: So,taking a leap of faith,would you like to be my girlfriend? I remember seeing the grin on your face. I remember how I felt,so excited! Yet fearful at the same time. I asked... But... I didn't answer you directly,but you didn't realise. Eventually,I said alright then. I didn't say Yes. But you know what I meant. I never knew that a mere couple of hours where we sat by Bedok Reservoir,where we drifted into silence,where you suddenly told me the words
"I think I'm falling for you."
would simply turned into reality after. You know,that made me very very happy.

Well,I call that 'A moving moment'. Just like how I would have captured any other significant moment in memory,so this is just another scene. Even though you will never ever find out about this blog that I have,my dearest busy bumble bee,happy 1st month anniversary to us.
If I have my wine glass in hand like we did a month ago,I would make a toast.
To now and many more to come.

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