I honestly have got no idea why I am feeling this way,

But I just feel very insecure about us. Maybe my friend is right but just some consideration to be taken into place. That first of all,he's a uni student,he hasn't met many girls yet and it is most likely that they will ask him to study together after school. Really,I don't eliminate that possibility either because this is only sem 1,this might REALLY happen in the next sem.

Every guy tells their girl that he's different,but hey,the irony is that its exactly what they said that makes all of them the same! So how the hell do I know that he's absolutely/for-sure/guarantee plus chop that he's staying and won't be attracted to other girls?

Much confidence as I have in myself about my own character etc,opinionated and strong will-ed,I don't deny that I can't be compared to other girls academically. I'm 18 and just finished secondary school,there are many other girls out there who's 19 and already entered university. It really does makes sense,why shouldn't he choose them over me? I mean,they're smart,they can study together and eat lunch together,plenty of time can be spent together in each other's company!

So.. I was told not to put in everything and give all these some consideration. I don't deny that it's a possibility,but I will definitely keep a lookout for any first signs of infidelity. Oh wells,I'm pretty gloomy over this. And as what people always say,action speaks louder than words. I'm quite sure he's already trying,is he? Or is it because it doesn't seem to go the way that I expect?

What am I thinking? Is it exam stress? The feel that we are not spending enough time together as a couple and that we spent time together as how any classmates would,yes or not? =/
I really... Insecured.