It's been 3 weeks since I last updated. I just went to check my marks for english and math paper. They are super fast,seriously. Good or bad news is that,I borderline fail or pass for both papers. But at least I more or less know what's going to come out for tomorrow's papers.

Much as I tell myself that those grades are achievable,its seem pretty hard to obtain now. Not that I am losing faith,but I just wonder. What happens if I don't get my results? What are the options to opened up for me? I know what he's bound to see,give me that "See? I told you to study but you didn't listen." Thank you very much,but the last thing I need was someone to focus on the problem than looking forward with optimism and suggesting a better answer.

Then again,all might not be lost. We'll just hope,see and pray hard for the results that's going to come in January. So what's going to come? Hmmm..... I honestly don't know,feeling a little lost but slightly optimistic because I know no doors will ever be shut out for me. All I need, is faith and optimism.


What I need to do,is really look and stare at my question. I realise a lot of problems are due to my carelessness. Alright,I gotta make this work. Really,I have to.